Tears of ....whatever I am feeling right now.

Hey hey Peeps,

Last year at this time, I couldn't wait to get to Japan, despite my nervousness. This year, I feel like my roots are being ripped from the ground. My friends are dispersing, floor mates moving, stuff being packed away. I'm now consciously burying my frustrations of not being able to hang out with my CSU and Waseda Family so that I can get the stuff done for going back home. I honestly thought that I just didn't want to deal with the packing and shipping stuff home, but now, on the eve of my last weekend here in Japan, know that I'm upset because I have to leave my life here. I miss my family, friends, munchkins at church and pets, but geekdom nights, dinners, outings to Ikebukuro and other places, getting lost and confused and having to use my Japanese to get around; I will miss these things!!!!

Welp, I just needed to vent I guess, sorry peeps. My room is, as my friend put it, a "Hell-hole". Boxes and stuff are spilling in from all sorts of hidden corners of my room and I'm about to throw out my packages (into the hallway, not to the trash) to make more room for me to sort stuff and pack it away. Wish me luck...TT-TT

Until then, Later Peeps~!